Hey U guys well. life is.... Depressing. I just dont know what to do anymore , with guys, or how to deal with life in general.. So I think I am to the point of no return. I have given it 2 God fully and  i am still alone, maybe it's what's best but I LOVE HIM! and all he wants to do is be with someone else to hurt me.. god  it hurts SOO Bad!  I just dont know what to do anymore. -Sam